psycho ex girlfriend

the title of the entry says it all . so , psycho ex gf , FUCK OFF !

ps. stop stalking me , desperado

3B = bitch bontot besar / big butt bitch

weh kau tahu tak bontot kau besar weh ? like gajah ? and it's in my way . can you like stay out of my way ? tak boleh ? oh lupa , kau memang suka menyemak . kau tu dah la terbuang . tetiba nak capub kat jantan jantan hingusan . weh orang yang dah got used to you menyampah gila babs la dengan kau . btw , takda siapa nak masuk campur hidup kau yang tak seberapa tu . dah la pernah couple dengan cousin AKU YANG TERCINTA . i know he loves me more than he loves ass-y you ! kau tahu tak muka kau macam cibet ? tahu tak 90% ex classmates last year menyampah tahap critical dengan kau ? tak tahu eh ? kau ingat orang syok kat kau eh ? kau ni buta ke pekak ke bebal ? kau rasa kau pandai sangat en ? memang betul kau ada otak tapi akal kau tu aku rasa placing nya di bontot la . itu sebab la bontot kau sebesar besar alam en ? just because you're good in some aspects , you think you can be the boss of everything ? you think you're so superior ? kiss my ass ! tahu tak ada kala jijiks tengok kau yang obviously desperate ! kau memang spoil 2010's resolution aku la , whore ! aku baru ingat nak baik dengan semua orang sebab ni final year tapi nampaknya , untuk kau ada exception la kot . sebab aku rasa aku memang tak hingin nak berbaik dengan kau LANGSUNG , si bontot besar . nak tahu tak apa yang paling buat aku menyampah tengok kau ? YOU'RE FULL OF PRETENCE ! honestly , i thought you're a much much better person than what i'd discovered . but sadly , you're just a cheap in the alley slut . honestly , i looked up on you before . but now , you're just a speck of dirt on my flip flops . you don't deserved my respect . dari tahun lepas kau buat macam macam tapi aku simpan je because i think you're a good person but you're acting like an awful person . but now , sorry la big buttocks , there's a clear lettering of B.I.T.C.H on your forehead . wanna know how much i hate you ? kalau kau mati , aku takkan sedih sikit pun . sikit pun aku takkan kisah .

ps. too much hatred ? kau ingat aku kisah ke apa kau fikir ? pergi la mampus !

pps. i regret not standing up for naqib when that big butt bitch humiliated him last year .

ppps. bodoh betul cousin aku boleh fell for that overgrown asshole

i guess you've forgotten those stuff

do you still remember .....

..... on our first official date , we watched movies together , and before the movie starts , we hung out outside because you and your friend wanna have pufsssss of ciggy , and i was standing , and out of a sudden , you hugged me from the back , you held me tight around the waist , and you spinned me round and round ? yknow, i was happy , i felt blissful . did you feel like that too ?

..... in the cinema , you leaned on me , and you turned to me , you whispered those 3 words , that was the first time you said that in my face ?

..... we were in a shop , and i was in a queue , and you hugged me from the back , and you leaned on my shoulder , you held me tight and we talked , and you whispered things to me , and we threw a glance at the mirror at our side , and i laughed because you're humongous and i'm miniscule , and you smiled ? i miss that

..... you used to text me and wish me 'goodnight' almost every night ?

..... you used to wait for me finish doing my revision till 11pm so you can text me ? but now you're so preoccupied

..... you used to drive me to nowhere for an hour or two HAHA , and while driving , you always held my hands ?

..... if you picked me up from school , you'll drive me to mcd because i'll demand a cup of strawberry sundae ? you spoilt me awfully

..... you always did that 'yelaaaah' face when i demanded for silly stuff , but you still gave me what i want , you never said no ? i'm sorry for being a pain in the arse

..... and you always picked me up after my futsal game with my classmates , and i'll ask for a meal at mcd , and i'll take 30 minutes just to finish up my 6 pieces nuggets , and you'll wait patiently , and later , we'll be stuck in a jam , and i'll use your phone to tell papa the same lame excuse , and we spend lotsa time talking in the jam , and i'll babble nonsensically , i'll whine a lotttt , and i'll ask silly questions and yet , you entertained me ? i miss those moments

..... on weekends or holidays , we'll go for a breakfast/lunch/high tea together ? i wonder when we'll be able to do that again

..... you piggyback-ed me that time at the futsal place because i said i was exhausted , i was being a drama queen , and you tolerated with me , and you piggyback-ed me all the way to the car ? heh i really really miss that

i wish i can tell you how i really feel . that night , when you told me you're not up for commitments , and i said i was glad , i lied . no , i was glad , because somehow , i felt like i was free when you said that , i have no obligations towards you , but i was hurt , so sooo hurt . i wish i can turn back time . back then , you cared so much . back then , you always have time for me . i miss all those moments . up there , i listed some of our memories together . there's more . only you knows bout it , that is if you still remember . we had so much fun together . that's the glitch ! FUN . we had FUN together . it was all for FUN eh ? as much as it hurts me , i won't let you know about it . remember the last time we were in each other's presence , and i totally ignored you . did it hurt you ? i hope it did because that was the main purpose of doing it . i want you to feel what i'm feeling nowadays when you were never there for me . I KNOW you realized that i was ignoring you . you looked...idk...when i went off with your friend . i guess , you're not used to seeing me happy with other people . I AM ABSOLUTELY ABLE TO BE HAPPY EVEN WHEN YOU'RE NOT AROUND ANYMORE . but , i wished you were here to share my happiness and to add the happiness in my life . i miss you . i truly do . but i'm taking baby steps to get away from you , to learn to live without you AT ALL . i'm trying to move on . if you love me , you'll stop me . but if you don't , then don't ever hold me back !

juniors

some of you are sweet but some are poopies straight from the asshole . i'll be awfully nice if you people respect me . no , i'm not asking you guys to worship the ground that i walk . we seniors just need a speck of respect from you kids . for instance , say sorry when you bumped onto us . bukan jeling macam kau tu yang senior pulak . orang yang besar kepala ni elok kita ketuk je kepala dia . bodoh , kecik kecik tak sedar diri .

ps. si sotong dan tak laku , tak sedar diri ke apa ? rumah korang takda cermin ke ? gelisss la , okay ! pergi la report ! aku lagi bahagia kalau kena panggil . boleh aku kenakan kau tu jantan sundal and hotstuff-so-not .

split heart

grrrrr , i need to find one of these ! it's a heart which is split-able . it'll become 2 necklaces when you split the heart in half . people usually call it broken heart necklaces . ishhh , dah carik tapi tak jumpa2 .

p.s. i'm thinking of getting 2 sets . one set for my bff and another for ' bff ' heheh .